Lavasta did not wake up one morning
and decide to be a street boy. His life has been a constant anthem of ‘shit
happens.’ Shit happened and our hero was plunged into the murky world of
Nairobi streets. His family wasn’t the proverbial happy one. His parents were
trying to make it work but it was clear that their stark differences couldn’t
be cast aside because of their only son.
One evening, his father doesn’t
return home. He wasn’t friends with him, but his presence made him calm and felt
protected. That night, he slept hoping to see him the next morning. The next
morning, he doesn’t see him. He asks his mom, “where is dad?” she replies with
ice in her voice, “I don’t know.”
Immediately, he knows that they’d
had one of their big fights. And his father most likely was holed in some
drinking den drowning his anger on cheap booze. His father doesn’t return home
after a week. He doesn’t see him again.
They are staying in Githurai 44. His
mom isn’t employed, she does menial jobs here and there to keep them afloat but
it’s not enough. Lavasta wants more from life and her mother isn’t the one to
give it to him. She’s trying her best, but her best means they are stuck in the
same place. Barely enough to eat. With his twelfth birthday on the horizon, he
ran away from home. The streets swallowed him.
We are seated on grass. Immaculate
green grass, U turn for Christ grass in Kenyenya. Lavasta had been harvesting
maize the whole morning. A small radio protrudes from his pocket. His only
communication from the outside world. His lips are swollen, I didn’t ask from
what. It could have been a fistfight, you never know, or that’s their natural
state? I can’t say but I found them to be odd, they seemed like Diamond Platinumz
lips. A mavin covers his head. There is that distant gaze in his eyes. Here
they call him Githurai, the Prince of Githurai. I had finished my interviews
and was packing up to leave when the supervisor came up to me.
“Have you talked to Githurai?”
I had not.
He joined a gang at twelve years
old. What drives a young boy, to such extremes? If we are honest. There is no
person who just decides to hit the streets.
“I joined a gang to get food. My mum
could barely provide for us, my father had vanished. All I wanted was some food
and dress like other cool gang members.”
He began pickpocketing people in the
hood. Once in a while he would snatch a woman’s handbag and melt into the crowd.
The handbag would change numerous arms that there’s no avail in pursuing.
At seventeen, he has been involved in about
four mob justices, all of them he’s managed to escape. Doggedly hanging on to
life. Thug life fuels adrenaline in him, he could do this forever. The
stealing, the running away, he feels happy, he finally belongs.
He’s arrested, cutting off the
party. Lavasta spends six months and twenty-one days in industrial area prison.
Here he learns of different charges. Words like ‘assault’ and ‘robbery with
violence’ pop up. This leaves him scared shitless, he wouldn’t want his name to
be on a charge sheet with such words. They are bad words.
He’s released from prison. For two months
he keeps his head down. Avoiding tough jobs, he decides to be a carrier. What
does he transport? Guns.
“You can’t know you’re carrying a
pistol. It’s packaged with scrap metal. You dress shabbily. You walk past
police officers who don’t suspect anything. You take the gun to a specific
location. Most likely where crime will be committed in the evening.”
The money is good, he upgrades from
the street. He now lives in a neighbourhood in Githurai 44. Rent is two
thousand per month. One thousand to cover the costs of electricity. Once a
while he brings a girl home. He’s living the dream. But Lavasta is a young man
with wild ambition. He doesn’t want to spend the rest of his life transporting
guns. He wants to make big bucks, move to the other side of town. Wine and dine
with the elite. Dressing in rags and
moving weapons was too tacky. Too tasteless. He requests to join on ‘field
assignments.’ His is vetted and welcomed to the team.
One day after completing a job,
they’re running away when suddenly the police are on their tail. Two of his
friends are felled by police bullets. There’s a girl on the team, they dive
into a nearby tunnel and make a run for it. Bullets fly overhead. There’s a
blankness in his mind. He just wants to run and run.
I did not ask him about the girl.
Now as I write, I feel sad. The girl? Who is this chick who participates in
armed robberies? One day she will get married, have kids maybe. Will she tell
them how she brings the dough home? And of the man who marries her, will he
know of her storied occupation.
“After that, I stayed indoors for
weeks. Only going out at night to buy food. I spent a lot of time praying to
God. I asked him what kind of life I was leading but no answers were
forthcoming. God ignored me. I would go out thinking that this was my last day
on earth. I dreamt about my death. Where would I be buried? Or my body would be
left to rot in some forest. Would anybody really miss me? They were moments of
intense loneliness and sadness. I felt worthless.”
Weeks vanished. One of his friends
reached out. This is in 2017, during the final jubilee rally in Kasarani.
Before the country goes into election mode. Before Raila contests, the result
and that SDA chief justice shocks the world. Elections are repeated and Uhuru competes
against himself.
At this political rally, the plan
was to steal phones. Which would be easy picking as the place was teeming with
humanity. Thousands of people dressed in red and chanting UhuRuto. Kikuyus and
Kalenjins are brothers. Nobody can picture the handshake in the offing.
Lavasta is dressed in red from top
to bottom. His hair is matted in dreadlocks. He has stolen phones from seven
people, handed them to a transporter. He is planning to steal more. He sings
the jubilee anthem, “UhuRuto, tano tena!”
I find it funny, while Uhuru and Ruto
are selling pyramid schemes. Bullshitting Kenyans. Promising world-class stadiums
in every county. Telling toddlers that they would have laptops. Big four
blaring out of speakers. Lavasta and his crew were emptying people’s pockets.
Folks complain about the pickpocketing and lost phones. Plainclothes police swoop on any suspicious-looking
guy. He doesn’t escape the dragnet. A week in Kasarani police station awaits
him. Men and women walk in identifying guys who stole their phones. Fingers are
pointed, mean policemen drag away boys who were just trying to survive. Nobody
hears from the boys again. They vanish. No names. No pasts. No future. They
leave nothing behind.
“It’s one of the moments where I felt
the presence of God. There’s a woman I had snatched her phone. I was sure she
would point at me. But she pointed at another guy.”
At the end of the week, policemen
let him walk. He heads to his place and lays low. Flying under the radar.
“I couldn’t stay hidden for long. I needed to
get money for food and rent. I decide to rob James Situma’s house.”
You went to steal from Situma’s
house? I laugh. You know James Situma? He played for Sofapaka at one time, a
very good right back. Kenyan international.
“I knew Situma’s house. It was on
the third floor of this apartment block. I am the one who emptied his dustbin.
One day, I pass by the gate and the maasai watchman is sleeping. I peek in and
see Situma’s football kit hanging to dry; boots, socks, and jersey. I want to
steal them; I ran up the third floor. Not knowing the watchman was pretending
to sleep. He calls for back up and the next thing I know is five other guys
coming up the stairs. On their arms are
those ugly Maasai rungus.”
At that moment, he knew his time was
up. Those guys were going to beat the life out of him. Maasai watchmen are not
popular for their mercy. He sees life’s choices flashing across his eyes. Day
blurs.
“I wasn’t going to let them catch
me. Thus, I jumped from the third floor. The watchmen couldn’t believe it. Clubs
left their arms. Hitting the ground, I ran a few paces then my legs gave way. I
was in so much pain, I couldn’t move. If someone wanted to kill me, that was
the moment. I was a waste, utterly helpless. The watchmen did not follow me. They
stood back conversing among themselves and shaking their heads. A boda boda guy
racing past picked me up, dropping me at my place.”
He lived in Kona ya bata, Githurai
44. It’s a place of sorts. You can get anything you want in Kona ya bata. All
drugs in the world are available. Women who sell themselves. Underground hitmen
who can eliminate someone at a fee. He uses pills termed as ‘red devils.’ The
pills make him high and drunk. The last of life ebbs from his soul. One of the
things which mess up young folks in the area is reggae night.
Come on man, reggae is just music,
how does it fuck people over?
“All gangs would congregate in a
club for reggae night which was normally on Wednesday’s. Ladies would enter for
free. Gangs from Kayole, Githurai, Thika, Kawangware and many more neverland
places would show up to pay homage to Caribbean musical acts. Every gang would
want to show that they are kings, true heroes of the underworld. Everyone is
flashing their guns, it reaches a time where the music dies down, emotions are
on the ceiling, men are breathing like timeless beasts. Guns loaded, cocked. Everybody
is walking on a knife's edge. A misstep and bullets fly.
Many folks have died during reggae
night. Police walk in and pick a guy. They drag him out and search him. You
here distant gunshots and that’s it. A finality.”
All this happens but you steal rollback
to the streets?
“There’s nothing to do. We don’t
have jobs, no education. Our families shattered, even if we die on the streets,
we die belonging. We died trying to live.”
We died trying to live. That
line breaks my heart.
This is his second time in rehab,
Lavasta. The first time he ran away. U turn for Christ has changed him. He no
longer wants anything to do with crime and drugs (red devils). Who came up
with that name anyway? His dream to play football keeps him going. Most of the
guys he played football with are featuring in the national team. The likes of
Danson Kago and Francis Kahata, he played with the latter at Kivumbi grounds.
His parents never supported his
dream to play football. As a kid, he would walk to the training ground,
kilometres. Forced to wake up early so that other folks find him there. No
breakfast, no money for lunch. Other kids would be dropped in guzzlers and have
packed lunches. All he had was his football kit which understood his pain. Worn
out socks and tired boots. Evenings he would return home and his parents would
erupt.
“You can’t sleep in this house and
there’s no food for you. Go eat that football of yours.”
“I would scavenge for leftover
fruits from stalls around the area. Eat them and sleep in that cold. In the
morning my friends would shake me awake.
Kwani ulilala nje? I had no
words to tell them.”
What do you like most about this
place?
“There’s a lot of peace. The air is
clean. There’s no noise, which is a far cry from Nairobi. I read my bible in
peace and play football when I can. I am happy. whenever my sponsor sends money
for upkeep, I wire some of it to my mother. I am still young. I can’t say what
the future holds but at this moment, things are good, which is all that
matters.
Those words echoed in my head for
days.
I can’t say what the future holds but at this moment, things are good,
which is all that matters.
Dunia haiaminiki Sana bana.life is too unpredictable.We need to mind those in need,we need to think of the street urchins.
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